looks like I need a new laptop now ><
echo echo echo, i'm lost again.... mind is on permenant 404, nothing is sticking, going for a reboot, please stand by.. 3... 2.... 1....
i got diagnosed with autism yesterday 0.o
old boy sat germane legit went to gravity rush and did not return
is this season about the evils of humanity? i think so. i think that's a good theme for this season
TIME SICK AND TIDE OF THIS SHIT
HE WAS NOT ONE OF THE BEST CHARACTERS HE IS NOT MY BOY
WHAT THE FUCKKKK AAAAA
damn DAMN DAMN!!!!!
the sakuga is finally hitting gah damn
tw blood and stabby stabs
my boy NOOO he was one of the best characters
BROOO BROO MAKE THSI A GAME BRO PLEASE BRO BROOOO
she carries the show tbh
at thispoint im waiting for trevor to say "damn im finished with all of this casltevania"
this shit is truly wild
This shot it kinda funny lmao[LINK]
baldy defeated the hoard but you're literally just making another hoard
sypha simps unite
the fact that they aretn making a game based on the new lore of the castlevania TV show is criminal
good show konami
damn i wish i was a vampire #pause
oh hell naw he gonna bite them
if i speak
bro looks like a hype man lmao[LINK]
he knows EXACTLY whats about to go down[LINK]
"what the fuck is toilet paper" - judge balding the 3rd
old boy found gravity rush[LINK]
valkyrie elisum.. who buyin?
TO MY SIDE MY NOBILE EINHERJAR
making everybody tense up for what lady
i made the mistake again and it's worse even.. why r u ranting on the phone in the peaceful eating zone
made the mistake of sitting next to the loudest motherfuckers
I just woke up and recorded this lmao. Enjoy my dream rambling[LINK]
turns out one of my games got 61 downloads and put in to 4 collections... tha's crazy!
I might need a scooter soon anyway
I'm all soggy from rain and everything bruh... and there's barely any room for my bike in this classroom : sob :
I'm out here busting my ass to get to class on time (I got there 15 mins late) and the teacher ain't even here
I want an atari falcon : pensive :
you just got whacked[LINK]
THATS RIGHT MF WE GOT VIDEOS TOOO[LINK]
and now we have images. It's as shrimple as that[LINK]
this should be the last one[LINK]
I'm the best[LINK]
WHY did it not worrrkkk[LINK]
it did not work.
can you see the link? I don't think I'll do img tags bc it will make the page look too fucked up[LINK]
not kadokawa.. I am an idiot.. I mean FROMSOFT!
Sony now owns 14 percent of kadokawa... pretty crazy!
THE NEOCITIES.. THE NEOCITIES ARE REALLLL
this bot needs some serious RND like fr...
i think i found a glitch. the server was down for a bit, but now we're back!
is this thing on?
what the helllLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i was way too young when i watched this bruv what the hell is this show
mark my words i will do caculus in roman numerals
i hate statistics man, we got at least 3 symbols that look like the letter E and the professor acting like that's normal. Also the letter S should be banned from math
i am burnt out
you guys are so intellegent, thank you :)
tower of god
what was that webtoon that got adapted a few years ago
i like the music tho
this shit is funny but its kinda slow
girl said lemmie go or ill low ur brains out ._.
as you can see i am in my weaboo era lol
okay but come on this looks like a modern anime intro
like this looks gorgeous. If it were not for the 90s era music i'd think the game was at least a decade newer
I've never played sakura wars, bt the vibes have always been quite cool
im so tired
heero has no chill'
wow i finished gunam 79. that was poggers
da robot you idiot get the robot
why did he abandon gundam
damn this ending is hard
these kids are so cute!!! their animation is so expressive tooo
wazzup with this newtype stuff bro
CHAR ISNT DEAD!? ohmygah!
bye space hitler
MF GOT BLASTED our gommander in cheif has been shot
prepare to DIE
every girl this guy loved got killed or is floating away from him
oh hell nah not immafirin mah lazar
wait i got the caracters mixed up
you lost that boy's mama's ring you idiot
"gundam has defeated me" RAW
*sobbing voice* whyyy why lalal what have i done whyy forgive me
aw hell nah
this boy wifi linked with his enemy's gf and then killed her
nigga you messed up
LALA NOOOO FUCKCKKKKK BROOOO FUCKKKKKK
GHAD WHATAVI DONE
amuro! lala! peter! homer!
these newtypes got wifi??? how the hell u gonna have a war when all the soldiers are either related or want to be related
amuro flirting mid battle????
thinking about that guy in the beginning that had a thing for his sister. bro was fixing to get betrayed with that altitude
this fucking guy
WHY ARE YOU KISSING HER CHAR YOU SAID YOU WERENT INTERESTED AAA
maybe i'm not paying attention
but then again char your boss wants to be the new hitler so maybe you're not based at all
sela your brother told u something so based and u didnt get it
"when i come back, we should get married" curse is in full force rn
NOOO STOPP NOOOO MIRAI STOP TROLLING HE"S GONNA DIE
mirai gotta stop playin
char is so real
oh man oh man the girl amuro liked is anewtype pilot too oh man oh man
*bro getting is cheeks clapped* what will happen to my career ?!!?
aw his dad is watching "way to go amuro gundam is invincable" kinda cute but sad
damn those fettys
bro look like the cameraman from megamind
bro said he want a bonus lmao
mf smacking girls????
easy camerin she was talking crazy
YOU LEFT YOUR GF FOR WHAT NOW GO
bro STOOPPP YOU"RE MAKING EVERYBODY UNCOMFORTBALE
is char a newtype too??? pog
how did he know it was char.. chould amuro be a NEWTYPE??
gundam spoilers lol
this is way better than people give it credit for
woah woah woah
ayooo this shit is RAW
im almost thru mobile suit gundam and this shit gets better and better each episode
i just realized something. i dont have any privacy... like almost at all
idk why Castlevania inspires me so much. I'm not even a horror film person but... the music, the weird way the Belmonts walk, the graphics, the platforming, the LORE..... It's all just so exciting.
I'm almost done with writing a much more advanced version of this but... idk if i wanna deploy it yet. Maybe i'll make it open sauce. Who knows!
yall ever feel full of energy but too lazy to do anything?
every time i tell someone an idea i have, it goes away shortly after that
this server really isn't using much power on my laptop.. maybe i could expand the technology?
also i was a really sensitive kid with a smidge of main character syndrome, and i think others took advantage of that
but I* think I* may have had trouble
looking back, i usually say i was bullied a lot back in the day, but i am beginning to think that that may not be totally true. Yes i was bullied, but i think u may have had trouble reading people.. telling the difference between sarcasm and bullying
school is so draining man
i like to be up late at night. it allows me to be aline with myself for a while... even if im too tired to work
i'm so tired man. i have so much work i need to do but my body does NOT want to produce anything
i'm so so exhuaused
i have a youtube addiction
you can thesaurasize your meaning to your hearts content, and even so the written english language is open to misinterpretation.. but when you're talking, everything you say is permenant. you wouldn't filter yourself for a lover, i would hope, so why filter yourself for yourself? that is assuming who you create for id yourself that is. creativity for me is almost like a sense of self care and grooming you see. you take a shower so your body doesnt get filthy and disease ridden. i create so my ideas don't rot in my brain forever. i'm not sure i'm even making sense at this point. its just that there's a unique rawness to creating works directly from the unfiltered self that strikes a chord with me. i understand that all good artists revise, i have songs that i wrote in 2017 that i still go back to and revise from time to time. it's just that for some of those songs, they are unrecognizable from when i first wrote them... is the yudosai that wrote the original thus eroded away each time i make a change? if i played the current song to that past self today, would he still hear himself?
ironic for me as an enjoyer of medias new and old, but i have to say that part of me has always felt it was a perversion, akin to peeking into the dressing room of my former self, even if i'd just finished writing a few moments ago. there's a brand of unbridled authenticity that comes with prose ore. the spelling errors. rough handle on grammer, inconsistencies, fucked up chord progression, unclean line art... it's like breaking up with your lover over a text message vs over the phone.
you're stranded on an island you've never been to, with people you don't know, speaking a language you can't comprehend. but with a little sip of the water, the words flow again. falling from your pen into a pond of prose, that splinters off again into a stream, then rushing river of ideas. who knows, maybe the next time i return i'll be the fisherman looking for the next catch in this river, or perhaps i'll be the fish. waiting to be born at the murky river basin
you can feel it, your heartbeat as your own pendelum, the rythm of your prose guiding itself, like a dragonfly to the sea, to as far as it needs to go.
that, at least for me, i burn out quick when there's too many of em. when you're writing.. it's just you and the story. no programming no art no animation no music no testing for bugs nor spending 2 months on 3 mins of an experience... just me and the words.
i'm supposed to be sleeping, but i'm frustrated and conflicted. i've got stories to tell you see, and writing em's the easiest way for me to express them. id much rather animate them or turn them into video games but those have a lot of moving parts.
is that irresponsible of me? i feel like being a responsible creative is like a two way street you know? it's good to know what's going on, and most of my most memoriabke experiences with works have happened between the pages of novels like Dune, The Giver, Message to Adolf, A Drifting Life, Of Human Bondage, Altered Carbon, The Alchemist, and many... MANY more. i find it difficult to get immersed into anything, but when i'm finally in it's a different experience. i can eat chapters of books like one can eat chapters of manga, but only when i'm invested.
also remember i said i dont like reading? i do like reading, but i find it really difficult to focus on words on a page. kinda why i try to make my websites as visually appealing as i can so that you dont gotta focus on the words if you dont want to... but here i am, filling another page with words
tldr i want more
there is not much information about this series in english, and i was hard pressed to even find a scan of the manga of this in japanese. granted i have not looked in a while
what's sad is that the intro has more plot than the actual show. the show is only 3 episodes long, and the intro hints at a much greater story. more characters, experiences, plotlines are greatly hinted at in this intro
check out the intro and ending here: link
for a while i was really addicted to the ending music. it's one of the songs that i even downloaded on to my PSP's memory card back in the day so i could listen to it from there.
twin signal is like what if we had the concept of megaman but used that as a prompt for an anime rather than a game. the aesthetics are really neat!
dont get me wrong the anime is good for what it is. it has some very nice intro animation and music, and i stress this, the intro music in it is great, but the anime def falls flat
id seen plenty more but, i will be honest, i watched a lot of them absent mindedly. one show whose aesthetic stuck with me over the years however is twin signal. as a die hard megaman fan, youd think there would be an anime of it wouldnt you? there is. it didnt satisfy lmao
bubblegum crisis AND bubblegum crash, cyber city oedo 808, gunbuster, evilman, digital devil story, BAOH, A-Ko... oh my god.. BIRTH! birth was my favorite. the sakuga in that one is really something. robot carnival was great too, and tenchi muyo!
on the topic of soul, did any of you watch anime on youtube back in the day? i got my first cell phone in 2012 at 12 years old, and since it was a then outdated iphone 3gs. i was a simple kid that lived and died by youtube, so thats where i saught most of what i watched.
do you know what NES game has a fuck ton of soul? Kabuki Quantum Fighter. the game itself takes a bit to get the hang of, but it's pretty neat. nice yummy oozy goozy organic aesthetics, really unique cyberpunk kabuki infused story line, the music is pretty middling by NES standards I will admit, but it's generally very atmospheric overall. try it in an emulator if you can.
i think i like writing... but i don't like reading. is that normal?
"do you know where a real cowboy keeps his gun? his heart." hard af
that character is not a bad character. i just dont care about it tho! the focus was on it the whole time like... what about the reincarnation stuff, what about the fact that MC is a clone, what about the literal coup that the captain did against the immortal council for shits and giggles
but in season 2 it was just ok now we fight the gana. ok now we fight gana more. ok here's giant fucking not-saying-what-that-looks-like ex lover's clone baby (???) reincarnate living weapon mech... thing
welp.. i finished season 2 of sidonia. that was a major letdown. season 1 was such a great first season for an anime. even tho it was kinda flat, it set the stage for a lot of interesting stuff to happen politically on sidonia, as well as character development etc
if i was writing a sci fi universe id have the humans do zero work in space. space is very dangerous you know. have us squishy mortals can sit down and dream for a bit. beats doing this math homework T.T
how da fiq sidonia aint got no robots.... how do u run a spacefaring society without mega man and dr wahwee. niggas dying in space for what??
no im not posting my twitter
posting here is better for my mental health than posting on twitter
last night i wrote an entire dragon ball z fanfiction. vegeta needed a backstory
please ma'm havent you read the sign? no greens in this building. kindly leave all your vegetables and vegetable byproducts at the security desk before entering the facility. nobody can get in until you do this
i wrote/arranged a really cool rock ringtone based on rising blue lightning from thunder force 5. might upload it soon
I really like Izuna Shinatose
reading rocksif you have the time and capacity, try to read some books. very rewarding hobby. i basically only read audiobooks, but damn i love it.
whats also interesting is that some characters (most?) can change their bodies to their liking too. Kinda like Pie Oh Pah from imajica
knights of sidonia gotta be one of the only animes iv seen with straight up nonbinary characters. pretty cool
nissan skyline is a cool car
if i were to open this up more, id have to be super strict with the rules, ya feel me? no injection or anything would be allowed... id probably have to figure out how to do links and emojis too
i could like totally moderate the chat from discord, and set the script to update once per day instead of each time there's a new post
i could easily turn this into a multi player arrangement... would yall be interested in that? it would be wayyy easier than the PHP forum i had last time
i switched the server over to a different PC. easier to manage and lower power consumption ftw
alright sleepy time
using my mentat awareness i have discerned that you get
and with this, i fix the time issue. now the time should display!
bot went down for a bit, but now it's back online! Maybe i should actually host it somewhere instead of leaving it running on my PC.... we will see.
go into the dune future and hand alia a macbook pro. post her reaction on tiktok
im posting dune spoilers on here btw
you OD on the magic sand, lose your superpowers and let old boy control you like mobile suit gundam? alia get your shit in order girl
it's 95 degreea F in newark today.. too damn hot
just updated my site while cycling thru traffic! Has science gone too far?
this is way easier than coding in the browser(on my phone)
Just a lil update to make it look pretty
This should be the first post on the internet for this program!
this is a pretty neat way of posting to neocities. basically i have a discord bot that takes my messages, saves em in a lil database, and wraps em all up into a webpage!